I have to admit, when someone mentions
India, I can’t help but think of Bollywood, curry and textile workers.
Admittedly, I get the feeling that the curry stereotype may be cemented rather
than dispelled during the two and a bit weeks we’re out there for, but I’m
hoping that my currently misguided and clouded expectations will be blown away.
I mean, who doesn’t like a surprise?
So, my thoughts and feelings so far, in a
semi-chronological order.... ‘Wow! You mean, I’m actually going?!’ That was
pretty much my first reaction when Soph phoned to tell me I’d been accepted.
Then, of course, came ‘Oooh I wonder
who else is going.’ Then a bit of ‘Umm, what will it really involve?’
Ok, don’t get me wrong, I’d done my research (by asking people who’d been
before), but I’m not convinced I’ll be entirely sure until I’ve actually been
there, done it, and got the t-shirt (which are apparently very cheap out there,
so it’s all good).
Seriously though, I am so thrilled to be
able to be a part of this trip. I know there are a number of people my age who
do this kind of thing, often in a secular context and with the aim of
‘broadening their horizons’ and, dare I say it, having a little something extra
for job and uni applications. I think this is part of what makes ChristChurch
missions different. I don’t want this trip to be about me and what I can get
out of it, but instead what we, as a team, can give to BLC and the wonderful
people there. And not because of how great we are, but because of how great God
is.
I reckon there are going to be a fair few
challenges, not least the heat, food and culture, as well as, umm, the lack of
phones and iPods. I think, as bad as it may be, that that will be a big
challenge for me, but at the same time, I think I’ll realise that in actual
fact, I don’t need all these things that I have become so reliant on. There is
something so much bigger and more important, and that thing is God. I hope that
I will get to know Him better.
The biggest excitement for me lies in
getting to know the children who Martin and Beena take care of out there. My
family and I spent a bit of time in Burma a couple of years ago, and something
I remember vividly from that trip is going once a week to a centre for children
with various disabilities, especially those caused by leprosy and polio.
Although we spoke next to no Burmese, I was amazed at how much a smile can
communicate. Joining in their games or school work, we got to know them and
their unique personalities pretty quickly. I am so excited to have another opportunity
like that, and to be able to share in God’s love in a totally different way.
Another thing I am really looking forward
to is getting closer as a team. I think we are going to get pretty good at
supporting each other over the course of mission and that we’ll learn more
about each other’s strengths and weaknesses. I hope that we can be a team who
really encourage each other and help each other to develop into the people that
God has designed us to be – not just during mission, but in the months leading
up to it, and continuing forward after it.
Currently my biggest worry is fundraising -
I had planned to do a Krispy Kreme sale at school, but I found out a few days
ago that individual events aren’t allowed, which kind of threw a spanner in the
works. My wonderful Mum has had a really good idea though – there’s a weekly
car boot sale that I’m going to take a bunch of stuff to one weekend (or
probably more than one weekend, depending on how lucrative it is). I’m also
going to start teaching someone piano, and I’m looking for any babysitting
opportunities going. I know that God’s got it in hand and that something will
work. I’ll just keep persevering.
So, all in all, a bit of a
standing-at-the-edge-of-a-cliff feeling. Very, very exciting, a little bit
scary and a lot of unknowns. But completely exhilarating at the same time!
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